Saturday, February 21, 2009

Stressed to the max

I haven't had time to blog lately.  I haven't even logged in to read what others have written in a while.  I feel like I'm stuck in first gear just spinning my wheels and going no where.  

I used to be so good with keeping up with everything in my life.  I have always been good at time management.  Until now!  I'm behind on my school work.  I missed one  quiz and was supposed to turn in an assignment last night.  Well, we didn't get back from Dallas until midnight and I went to bed.  So, homework still hasn't been done.  I'll get points counted off for sure, if they even let me turn it in. 

What the heck happened?  I've been working a lot, I guess.  My house is a wreck and needs to be cleaned, but I can't find time to do that, because I'm never home and when I am, I just want to sleep.  I have clean folded laundry on the floor of the living room that has needed to be put away for almost a week.  I'm behind on my Bible study by two days!  I'm the leader of the study.   Not good.  

I don't have time to get to the gym anymore either so I feel huge.  Pretty much, I'm feeling horrible about myself lately.  Never felt like that before as much as I do now.  How do people with kids do it?  I can't even take care of myself and my husband so I suppose I should never procreate.

I think I have a bad habit of over committing myself which has to stop.  

Ok, so I think I'm done venting for now.  It's only 9:30 and I'm already stressed and off to a bad start.  Maybe I'm just hormonal and this will pass.  I sure hope so.  I could use all the prayer I can get to make it through the weekend.  Thanks for listening to my "out of normal character ranting and raving."  I hate Murphy and his stupid law!

4 comments:

Marci said...

I'm so sorry you are stressed. I understand. I hope that it does get better. Hopefully, I'll get to see you soon!

Sharon said...

I have had the same feelings this week. Maybe next week will be better for us both! We should get together next week!!!

Karin said...

Thanks guys. I already feel a little better this evening. I'm trying to get caught up on my pass due homework. I feel like I'm living in a cave. I haven't seen any of you guys in a while! Hopefully next week will be better.

a cowgirl at heart said...

It must be the pre-Spring craziness because I have been telling everyone I feel like I'm running around trying to get tons of things done at one time and not getting any of it accomplished. Too many irons in the fire and not enough time for me. And I'm in your boat...over-committed, can't say "no" and don't even have kids yet! Yikes!